Theses dark padded wall
Keep me warm at night
Will it keep me warm
When I feel the coldest?
Tired of remembering everything
All the pain you've caused
In the past and all the pain
I know you will cause
Haunting me with every tear shed
Is the once love, Now wondering alone?
Alone with no escape
Oh this gentle waterfall
Of mine, will you ever cease?
Tired of remembering everything
All the pain you've caused
In the past and all the pain
I know you will cause
With the once last warm
Breath of my aching body
I will look at you to say "I love you"
Everything seems to stop but my love for him
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Enter this if you dare
Come see what I have
Created in my mind
Like the blackest black
It will swallow you whole
Confuse you even more than imaged
And spit you out
But you would be lucky to make it that far
Before you would run like the rest
But really the blackness beats
Even though it's the strongest muscle in the body
You should fear it the least
But why do you still run when I
Decided to finally open up my heart to you
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I wish I could look into your eyes
And tell you everything I have to say
It all doesn't come easy to say
At least for me
I can't ask this from you no more
You just wouldn't be your happiest
I rather see that smile a million miles away
Than see you unhappy everyday
This is how much I love you
Please don't think this is good bye
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Theses dark padded wall
Keep me warm at night
Will it keep me warm
When I feel the coldest?
Tired of remembering everything
All the pain you've caused
In the past and all the pain
I know you will cause
Haunting me with every tear shed
Is the once love, Now wondering alone?
Alone with no escape
Oh this gentle waterfall
Of mine, will you ever cease?
Tired of remembering everything
All the pain you've caused
In the past and all the pain
I know you will cause
With the once last warm
Breath of my aching body
I will look at you to say "I love you"
Everything seems to stop but my love for him
My dearest,
I hope so much that we may talk for one brief moment today. I did not sleep last night, but stayed awake all night, reading your letters. Over and over. The largest smile fell across my face, as if it were a guided missile, falling towards it's target, and landing perfectly. I hope that the same fate befalls you. My heart was found this morning, littered across my floor. In shards. Yet as I remembered your face and put it back together, it did not cut me once. Rather fell into place, as if nothing had occurred. We have been brought to a point of perfection. To the extreme that I wonder if some of the heart pieces were not mine,
Can you sleep at night
knowing that I am not there?
Can you hear me when I
breathe your name into the air?
Can you sleep at night
not knowing when we'll meet again?
Can you hear my mind's thoughts
wishing for you in the end?
Can you feel my hearts appetite
longing for your kiss?
Can you see when you're gone
how much you are missed?
Can you feel your soul penetrated
by my fiery gaze?
Can you see that fate works
in mysterious ways?
Let me reach out to your heart.
Let me tear down the wall that keeps us apart.
Let me touch you, feel your love.
Let me know what your dreams are made of.
Let me love you.
There's a stranger in my bed.
He's really amazing and perfect in many ways.
I thought he was my saviour for a little while.
But even now, as he lays sleeping like a child,
I wish he was you.
When I first saw him,
he was everything I ever wanted in a man.
His eyes are warm, and so is his smile.
I just wanted to forget you,
and had a few too many drinks.
I laughed with him, I sang with him,
and before I knew it, I kissed him.
As they say, one thing led to another,
and now he's in my bed.
I can't say it wasn't nice,
because it's been too long since I've done this.
But I regret doing this to him,
this beautiful young man in my b
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Looking at my bloody knife
Don't know what I was thinking
When I took daddy's life
A murderer I am, killing my own blood
Escaping my guilty feelings
Leaving you helpless in the mud
In your room standing still
So puzzled and confused
On my intentions to kill
Can't help this growing desire
Picking up my knife again
My target to kill is now on fire
I see my mother the one I hate
I turn to run
But she sees me, too late
Maybe she seen dad already dead
Or maybe she'll just think
That his new jackets really red
The attention she gave me was zero to none
I'm going to kill her
For what she's done
She looks at me in a surprised st
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The blackness it's all around me
It seems to consume me.
Can it truly be real?
God I'm afraid…
Afraid of being swallowed
Afraid of being forgotten
Afraid of being
Please tell me it's just a dream
As I wake up
My hands are in a fist
I'm sweating like not other
I'm still not sure if I was dreaming
I think it's apart of my past,
The part I want to forget
But I can't remember
Should I want to know,
If it's real or just a dream?
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Current Residence: Missouri Favourite genre of music: Rock, or Sreamo... Favourite photographer: who else ME!!!! Shell of choice: either sea or turtle lol Wallpaper of choice: ummmm why not clouds?!?! Skin of choice: ummm.... well WET would be nice.... if you know what i mean! Favourite cartoon character: ummmm let me think about this one.... uh uh um there are just too many of them to pick Personal Quote: I rather be hated for who I am then be like for what I’m not.
Okay so I got to confess don't we all sometimes i haven't been myself lately and well i have to be able to vent right? I'm tired of being my own critic So i'll try my best to put em up but it's been so hard and i hate my writing oh well i guess please leave your honest opinion :D Thanks
*Read this as not to judge me or who I write about. Read this as I needed to let go of it and tell everyone so I can move over a small bump in my life.*
Ever found yourself thirsting for something in life? Like a special someone or just to be like someone else, or even just maybe the thing you thirst for is your life career. Well, lately I've been thinking about mine and it goes something like this…
The one thing I found I hated the most was how I was brought up. I hated my mom for being the only thing she could be which was a lot of things a small list of thing things would contain… my mom moves from one guy to one guy right afte
so light match to leave me be.... so wear me like a locket around your throat i'll weigh you down i'll watch you choke you look so good in blue... Okay i think that is enough of fall out boy... one of their older better songs which got put on their new cd which i think is totally gay...
BUT besides that Life has changed just a little more i have finally have my industrial done *woot* *woot* my mom might even get it done cause she likes the way it looks freaky me and my mom are a lot a like in some departments turns out she doesn't like the labret but will live with it cause she can't do anythin about it!!!!!!
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